I've been wondering about this lately, ever since I re-discovered God really. I don't feel like I know who I am. I always thought I was a good person and I am, but I could also be so much better.
I can be opinionated, lazy, selfish, and I can say/do things that will hurt people. I don't stick to things even when I know it will do me good (that's the laziness). I don't always put other people before myself, and I'm always looking for something in return.
This isn't going to turn into a pity party, its more like me asking for some advice.
Have you ever felt like this?
How have you made positive steps to change the way you think/act?
I know what I strive to be, I'm just having a hard time getting there. I know its not going to happen over night and I know that its mostly down to self-confidence (getting a job would help for a start), but I'm determined to try.
Me feeling like this is probably down to the time of year, new starts and all that.
I've always thought that I appreciated the little things, but I don't know if I really do. So my life's not perfect, who's is?! I need to take this time to make it perfect for me. Surround myself by people who make me want to be a better person, and be that person for someone else.
I look around at all yours blogs and I'm inspired. Inspired to change the way I think and act. Inspired to fight for a world where things are changing for the better. Inspired to be truly who I am.
That's what I'm working on this December. I want to go into 2013 with a more positive outlook and a 'nicer' me.