Its been 6 days since I last posted, so lets call that 6 years in the blogging world.
I lost inspiration, which to be honest it is still lost. I was hurting, and I didn't think sharing that with you and the world would help. I was wrong.
Being unemployed sucks.
You see I had an interview, my second out of a total of 85 applications. Learning Mentor, the kind of job that I've been wanting to do since I was 6 years old, and here I was 24 and finally I had the opportunity.
I guess you know what happened.....
After days and days of early mornings and late nights prepping for this interview; I didn't get the job.
I was devastated. I
I thought it was going to sort my life out, let me move out of my parents home, be financially stable, and visit friends; because not being able to do that really does suck.
I realise now though after days of calming down that it would have only done that on the surface.,
For some reason or another, at the moment I'm not quite sure, God just knew that job wasn't right for me and he has something more fantastic and magical planned. Something perfect for me, it just might not be right now.
Unemployment = no money.
Some people don't understand how I have no money to visit friends/family but I'm able to go on holiday.
The honest truth is paying off my debts and being financially stable is more important than visiting friends right now. I love them all dearly, but I have to think about my future, however boring that maybe.
As for holidays, I'm going to Italy in 9 weeks. I've saved up for these trips for years/months.
This is why I've been 'away', I didn't mean for it to turn into a rant.