'Because you're worth it'

We're friends here, so I'm just going to take them time to be very honest and open in that space.

I laugh when I hear beautiful women say that line; 'because you're worth it'. It kind of makes me cringe, and ask myself thousands of questions. The main one always being; what if I don't think I'm worth it?

This is the thing I struggle with every single day. I don't wake up and go to bed thinking it, but there will always be a point in my day when I think 'there is no point doing that Helen, you're not worth'.

I know most of you are probably sitting there horrified seeing me write this, but it's just a fact I've come to live with.

From reading this blog you may have pictured me as:

Someone comfortable in their own skin

Someone confident

Someone happy with themselves

Someone who has themselves sorted

Someone who knows where they are going

Someone happy.

You would be wrong.

Some days I think I'm over feeling like this. Some days I feel so consumed by it. Other days I feel like its all just a big excuse for the mistakes I've made. 

I am trying. Trying to not feel like this. Trying to make a better life, better self, better situation.

I need to stop blaming myself. I've made mistakes, huge ones, but I've also come back from those, and they do not define me. They have not made all the other bad things happen. I am not to blame.

I wish I could believe this right now, but for the moment I think I'm just going to continue on this carousel.

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NB: It is one of 'those' days.

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Five Fav's

I have 4. 4 blogs I read religiously .

These 4 have supported me since the beginning, and I am blessed to be able to call all of them friends.

If you love it here, you will love these beautiful ladies.

Ramsay Grace

I know I've featured Trinity before, but she deserves another mention.

Reasons you should visit her: Read her blog and you know she has a sweet soul, get to actually know her and you realise just how sweet that soul is. She will make you roar with laughter at all the things her family gets up too. I've always thought ready Ramsay Grace was like reading your best friends diary (I wouldn't) without all the juicy bits.

NB: I went to look for links, and ended up reading for 20 minutes. This will happen to you too!

Satisfaction Through Christ

Christie is one of the bloggers who really helped me when I was finding my feet in faith again. Her whole family (including the new addition) has such a heart for the Lord, it is inspiring.

Reasons you should visit her: Their adoption stories are just the most wonderful things; I loved being apart of bringing their new baby girl home. There is always a giveaway or two going on. She also happens to have the kindest heart.

Vanisha's Life In Australia 

Out of all these Ladies I've actually known Vanisha the longest. We actually did a little project together a while back. She is constantly inspiring me to get out there, discover the world, not to let those little fears hold me back.

Reasons you should visit her: The relationship between her and her husband, Patrick, is just completely magical. She has a uncanny sense of style that I wish I could steal off her. She writes in such a eloquent way that you just want to carry on reading, and reading. Oh, and she takes the most beautiful pictures.

Eat Yourself Skinny

Now you probably know Kelly and if you don't, where have you been?

Reasons you should visit her: THAT smile. How could you not want to be besties with her? She eats healthily, but also enjoys life. Using her recipes doesn't make you feel like your on a diet. Her recipes. That's it. If you go to her site for nothing else, go for the recipes. Not only that, but she's a Tone It Up sister as well. 

As for a fifth blog; I don't have one.

I'm on the lookout to discover new blogs.

Comment with your link below, and I'll come and say Hi.

'You're Done'

I don't recall very many of my early childhood memories. They all seem to have merged into a big fuzzy ball I can't seem to work out.

I do remember this story vividly though. It is something my Grandma told my Mother, my Mother told me, and I will tell my children. It is simple, but beautiful, and something that has and will always stay with me.

The little impression we all have above our top lip, is where God touched us and said 'you're done'. 

Ever since I heard this story I can't help but smile every time I see the impression in the mirror.

Tell me a story from your childhood.

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A picture of contentment

This is my favourite picture of me. It also happens to be the most recent picture of me; taken 3 days ago in fact.

I have no make-up on, no fancy clothes, my hair is simply pulled back, and it is taken on a phone. Still is it my favourite picture.

I look into this girls face and I simply see contentment. Sure I look into her eyes and I see a lot of things she wish she could change, but she also knows that it takes time.

I could have picked a photo from my Uni days, when all my friends were close by, and all I had to worry about was getting an essay in. I've changed since Uni though, in a good way. I've grown up, and despite my flaws, and my current situation; I love the woman I am today.

What do you see when you look at recent pictures of you?

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